Hello my beloved followers. What yaa doin'. Miss you guys so much... Idk that ... is there any readers in my blog since I didn't update for some ages. Alright, so here, I'm going to write on my story. Let me start okay ,,

How it started.

Well, as others, I do have interest toward guys too. You know what, I've been keep my feeling toward him for some ages, and yes, it hurts, so rather than I keep it by myself, better I write about it in my blog. :) I'll keep waiting for him because he is the first one that I like and I hope he does have the same feeling as me. Hahha OMO feel like gonna vomit!!!

I still remember the first day I entered my secondary school, I came late to school and everybody had already in the school hall. I brought along my school bag there, such a mess, and as a junior, I felt ashamed cuz everybody looked at me but I just ignored their 'scary look'. I searched for my friends, Afira and Farah. Yeah! Found them already. So, I sat beside Farah. En.Arbain, our principal on that time was conveying his speech, so called 'school student' I took my notebook out and wrote all the things that was said by him. After the speeches done, we were instructed to go to our class. Before entering my class, 'I was so excited on that time to meet my new classmates,' Afira said that Lyana wanted to change their place with me and Farah cuz she did not want to sit next to 'this guy'. I forget either we changed or not. But I guess we changed. 

The first day, was quite interesting yeah. hahha. But the most dissapointed thing during the first day was, my class teacher during that time said that my name did not exist in that class so that's mean that I'd failed in the exam to be qualified to enter 'AA Class'. I was like ... no! I really want to be one of them. But then, teacher entered our class and said ... I passed the exam but maybe my name 'tercicir'. ahah okay forget it. 

The next day, we had 'KKQ class' after classes end, but I totally forgot about that class so that I went home. The next day, Ustaz called all those people that are 'lazy' he said to join the class. Like seriously I totally forgot about that class. So, Ustaz came with a cane and 'rotan' us. hahha it really pained until I couldn't describe how pain it is. I remember this very touching moment.. I don't know if you remember ... cuz that was the first time I noticed your existence, 'This Guy' approached me and asked 'nak tngk tangan kau yg kena rotan tu?' then, I showed my fingers to him,he continued by telling 'merah kot. Mesti sakit.' 'Sakit kot, haha aku ada sebab kenapa tak datang :)' 'petang ni datang jangan tak datang nnti kena rotan lagi'. OMO I was like ... so nice. hehhe my friends said that I supposed to tell Ustaz but sokaylah, benda dah jadi. 

So, at the evening, I joined the class, I forget what was my first lesson but the thing that I remember the most is ,,, before that class ended, Ustaz asked us to recite 'Surah Al-Ikhlas or An-Nas' either , girls waited outside first cuz Ustaz wanna hear to boys' first. While we hearing to boys', until his turns, I felt so different. His voice was so ... nice. His tarannum was so perfect. When I looked whose voice it belongs to... ohh that guy! All of my 'girls' classmates were talking about him and those who had knew him since primary school said .. 'dia dah biasa kot. Dia join mcmmcm kat sklh and sklh agama dulu.' I really like boys with such that voice and can 'tarannum' very well. I don't really look to their appearance, but my ideal type is someone who could attract me by his voice... 

I smiled when I looked at him. This was the first time I like someone. I friended with many guys but I never like them, even many of them have good manners and good looking too. But, I don't know, even though I don't know what kind of guy he is ... I just can't forget him. I kept my feeling from others, cuz yeah hahah we were still 'kids' we still didn't know what is this feeling means'. But, you know what, he likes other and she is my best friend. So, what can I do, keep smiling look at them and be happy for them. Seriously ,, I'm happy for them ... :) Others happiness is more important cuz by making others happy, you can be happy too :) Our vision in life is to make others happy isn't ? :)

To be continue ...

SITI ZUHAIRAH.